Sometimes, I get ashamed of talking about my grief. "I should be better now", "I am a Christian--don't I trust God?", "Others seem to be doing better than I am", "People want me to move on", "My family needs me".
“God’s will was not hidden somewhere ‘out there’ . . . the situations [in which I found myself] were his will for me. What he wanted was for me to accept these situations as from his hands, to let go of the reins and place myself entirely at his disposal.”
Jesuit Walter Ciszek’s (1904–1983)